I know what it's like to be in love, and i hate the feeling. I hate being put last and not mattering. I never know how to tell him. I often feel like giving up. My friends tell me that i should hold on and it will get better. They tell me to be strong and hold on. But i've learned something. it really takes strength to let go and be okay with it. in some of my freinds eyes, im weak and was wrong. but what i did was ight and i won't ever be hurt again.